my life as it is.

I am so sick of people saying shit about me. I am trying this new thing,. It's called ignoring people,. It is so hard because my mouth tells me to make a comeback and say something nasty. But in the end,. it's my parents and Joel who really matter anymore. We go through struggles and hardships to make us stronger as a person. As well to teach us a lesson. This is what I see it as. For instance,. Joel and I are going to struggle for awhile because we don't exactly have enough money to be having a baby 4 months from now. But in the long run success will come out of it which we will then be rewarded. Joel and I decided to stay at our own houses until the Spring of 2009 so we can bank up all the money we can and move out with a decent house payment. This is to prevent renting which in the long run is more expensive and a waste of money. At least in a house you can fix it up, put money into it, and sell it if you don't like it. Somehow I think everything is going to be alright. I am finally calm for the first time in awhile. I am probably going to go yard sale shopping next weekend since I get paid. I will have picky eyes though. I don't want to buy every little thing I see. Haha. 4 more months AHH!! I find out what I am having on Tuesday which is very excited might I add.

Currently Watching The Notebook see related

The school year is almost over (7 1/2 days to be exact). Um work is going a lot better. We have awesome managers hehe i love them. I cannot wait till summer working, volunteering, and hanging out in Danville woohoo! I want to move to Danville, Northumberland is so boring. And like none of my friends live near here. I am going to be sad when Bekah, Mistii, Heidi, and all the other seniors from work graduate and go to college. I'll write later